It feels like I've waited forever but my patience is wearing thin.
I can't seem to let go.
Moving OnI have a love-hate relationship with grudges.
I seem to love holding onto bitter resentment. I hate that I do. I guess it stems from never really ever having any closure from disputes that sort of pop up from seemingly nothing, and never really knowing why the thing that pissed me off happened.
Sometimes you'll never find out why bad things happen. Sometimes you'll never figure out why someone you loved or someone you thought was a friend takes you down a peg or three. But that's no reason to stop living and stop doing what makes you happy. I need to learn to accept that.
However... It does help a lot when someone apologizes.
Venting about Stupid PointlessnessIt's been a long time.
I haven't put pencil to paper. I haven't even attempted to put any heart into anything that I do attempt to produce. If I am brutally honest, I'm not good enough to do so. It's been rubbed into my face many times, the opinions of hateful people who have nothing else better to do, and I've done my best to turn the other cheek and get on with my life. Some people aren't worth the anguish, y'know?
But there's one person who managed to sink their disgusting teeth into me. One person who I can't seem to avoid, forget, nor forgive. Every time I have some kind of memory, or completely random online encounter with her work, I fall into this trap of pure hatred for both of us; how someone could be so heartless, so bigoted, and allow themselves to become this huge ugly hypocrite, and how I despise myself for continuing to let something that happened almost 5 years ago haunt me to this day, and no doubt for the rest of my life.
Draw O'clockHello everyone. Long time no see.
I've been in a bad place for far too long, and I've neglected anything to do with drawing for the best part of a year. So I'm going back to my roots... I'm just gunna doodle for a bit.
For anyone interested, I want you to check out a new series I'm doing called Draw O'clock. Every day at 4pm here in the UK, I'll sit down for an hour and just draw whatever comes to mind and then upload the results, good or bad.
I don't really intend on improving my art style or anything along those lines, I just want to rekindle a lost fire...
I hope you enjoy my new journey.
EDIT: Hey guys, just a little heads up. I've uploaded some old works that never made it to this gallery. Head on over to Draw O'clock and leave some feedback! Its much appreciated.
Patience - EpilogueThe previous journal was me being mopey. Please go on with your lives
Also keep an eye out for a huge Pages of Life comeback. I'm hoping you will enjoy it
A Thing I'm Not Cool WithOkay. I'm needing to let go of some steam. But the moral of the story for me is "karma is a bitch".
Life is an interesting series of twists and turns, and everyone's life takes a different path. Occasionally, these paths cross, and you'll make friends, acquaintances, and even enemies. Along these crossed wires, bonds are strengthened, and some are weakened. People get offended, and others are cheered on. People make progress, and people make mistakes.
No matter what path you take, however, you can guarantee that all of these things will happen. You will befriend, anger, offend, entertain, weaken, and strengthen people. The thing is, you need to be prepared for the bad stuff to happen to you, no matter how often it will seem to come... But even with all the preparation, there are some things that will knock you down for six.
Recently, I've lost some good friends over something that I find very painful. What they did destroyed my trust, and offended me to my very core. I've tried
Merry Christmas, I guess?Hey hey hey. I did something silly because I was bored and didn't want to do the things I was supposed to do. So, here y'all are!
A4-printable outlines of some pictures that I've uploaded here that I kinda liked!
Surprise! - http://sta.sh/015vdv5mysvv
Team Andrew - http://sta.sh/025jwhojnfur
s0s2 - http://sta.sh/01zkvtg5g0yf
Van and Turtle - http://sta.sh/08yusxvb7cn
Tribute to Awesome - http://sta.sh/01o3a5p089ce
Print these off (or not) and colour 'em in any way you want. Paint them, use crayons, whatever! Just as long as you remember that by using these outlines, you agree to credit me when uploading them to any website.
Have fun, I guess?
Brief Update About Life and ArtLIFE:
Got a job. Might be able to afford internet in the future, but reduces time for drawing. Depression sucks, slowly improving condition.
Still taking requests, but do not expect quick results due to lack of internet. Pony requests are no longer free, commission details found in the Gifts and Commissions gallery folder.
You're still awesome. Keep that up.
RedEarlier today I asked what you immediately assoicate with red. Every single comment so far has been different, and frankly it doesn't surprise me. The colour red is one of the most versatile colours I can think of, which is why it is my favourite colour.
When I think of red, I think of passion. And passion itself can be versatile too - you could be passionate about a topic, or a person, or an activity, and passion can go from one extreme to the next. If you're truly passionate about something, you can feel love and hate at the same time.
Passion can make you do some interesting things. Some things that make you and everyone else around you happy... and other things that you will probably regret for the rest of your life.
What's your passion?
+ The Truth +Edit : A little remainder won't hurt. I speak about me but this situation is similair for a lot of artists so keep it in mind ! We need your support all the time
I need to talk to you
I'm a very positive Artist, who don't like to complain or beg for help too much.
(Plus, few times when I spoke about my problems on the web, it got worst... Not the best memories of my life... )
That's why I prefer to show an happy person who get success to encourage other artists And that's true. My life isn't the worst. My relatives are very supportives.
But... Me too I have my own problems, and their support is not sufficient.
The fact is, and it's my fault, that I don't tell people that much about those problems, so they don't even know.
They can t
DR MMD Masterlist (Part 2) || INCLUDES SPOILERS ||Last Updated: 04 Feb 2018
This update includes:
|| DR3 Future Foundation Conference Room Stage added
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[Paypal] Digital Commission [WAIT LIST OPEN]Hi guys,
I've gotten some time to practice more on digital drawing lately and got certain result. Since i always in need of money for my comic project and university fees, i'm now opening digital commission type which more options
BIG UPDATE DEC 21:
CHANGE ALL PRICE AND ADD MORE TYPES
(All commissions before Dec 21 are still have old prices)
TO SUPPORT MY ART AND GET EXCLUSIVE REWARDS EVERYMONTH
First thing first
I can draw: Humans, Human - like creatures, Ocs, Fanart, Anime - Manga, Your portrait (as my style), soft nsfw, shounen-ai, shoujo-ai
I can’t draw: Furry, Anthro, MLP
Treasure Tuesday: February 20th - February 26th!
All Magic Familiars now need to be included in the art to count, including Beanie.
Beanie will now earn a higher amount of GC, but can now ONLY enter events that require art, like all other Magic Familiars.
What is Treasure Tuesday?
Treasure Tuesday is a game you may enter once per week between on Tuesdays. Every game will end on Tuesday at 12am EST and begin the following week's game immediately after.
At the end of each week, the winning squares will be chosen and all the comments will be responded to. Each play does not guarantee a win but if luck is in your favor, you may win items that can be used, traded, gifted or sold!
How do I play Treasure Tuesday?
You need to own an official DOM Griffian
Gimme Drawing Ideas I'd like to get back into making full on story illustrations for my NextGen stuff, not just messy doodles. So I'm asking you guys to help me come up with ideas! Perhaps there's something in the story I brought up once or twice but never explored in depth that you'd like to see. Perhaps you'd like to see a favorite Pandoraverse character of yours get explored more. Or maybe parent-child interactions? Friend interactions? Shipping? Drama? Slice of life? Oh and if you could, please be as specific as you can, for example, "I'd love to see how X character got their cutie mark", stuff like that. You can propose a new shipping, bit of headcanon, drama....heck if you sell me on a cool idea you can bet your patootie I'll prolly draw it at some point. Ya'll have the floor, tell me what you'd like to see from me!
also i hope this goes without saying but please don't ask me to draw your ocs
Cameos?First of all, I would like to apologize to those who had already asked for cameos. Because I couldn't find them, you have to put them here again.
Anyways, please read the rule before comment.
Here's the rule:
It must be a PokemonYou must give me a picture bio or reference of the character.No written bio or reference, please. Only picture.Any Pokémon are allowed, even Legendaries.Fakemon are also allowed.There's no deadline. You can put as many characters as you want.I will reuse your characters over and over again when I feel like it.I will put your name in the description of the page that I use your characters from now on.You will see your name and characters below if I pick your characters.
Messy the Jolteon: (https://luxrayblast.deviantart.com/art/Muddy-Messy-683222896) Lunar Freeze the Umbreon: (https://luxrayblast.deviantart.com/art/Gift-LunarFreeze-693540909)
Joe the Eevee: (https://catdogjoe.deviantart.com/art
Alright, revealing the next reviewOkay, since it has been awhile since the last time that I posted a review - three weeks at this time - I thought that I'd reveal the next reviewer. It's coming up soon. If you're wondering if it's the big secret thing I was planning; no, that kind of fell through. It sucks, but sometimes that happens. Ideas don't always pan out. There's not much you can do about that. When you've got a ton of ideas. Not all of them are going to work out. I don't want to spoil exactly what that was, as I might be able to refine that idea later on.
So... the next animated atrocities review will be...
Fame and Misfortune... yes, that one from Friendship is Magic season seven.
Like Legend of Korra, this is another thing that I debated long and hard about wanting to review. Even ignoring that it's a little awkward going back to Friendship is Magic with a negative review after so long, I understand that this is another episode that's... a little controversial within the community. As in,
IntroductionWelcome to the world of Draco Stryx!
This is a very open-ended world, and is more or less a fantasy version of the Earth we all know. Draco Stryx are used as dragon mounts for people all over the world, from all kinds of cultures and countries, and all kinds of geographic origin. The time period is also loose, but is primarily based in a Viking/Celtic/Medieval type of setting, where people are wearing leather, furs, feathers, and are fashioning metal armor and weapons. However, you don't need to feel limited by this! You're encouraged to play in whatever way you like best, regardless of time period or other factors. So if the official premise isn't to your liking, no worries! Do whatever's the most fun for you!
The name of the game is to have fun, and interact with your fellow players through art and writing challenges, as well as roleplay.
Here are some journals you should read, to get yourself familiar with this species